In this blog I have been mostly focused on the bird signs and things that are external to me as I believe they are a more powerful example of the reminders that those loved ones that are gone are really still with us.

Last night I had a dream about Sarah. This is not a usual occurrence for me as I have only had two other dreams about her in the last year.

I believe it was the dream that woke me up at 6:15a.m. and then the same dream again at 7:17a.m.

In the dream Sarah just showed up in the living room smiling. I was bewildered and confused and just kept asking “How did you survive this last year?”

She just said the “Website kept me alive.”

I said “I don’t understand what you mean.” She replied “SarahRoseGenari.Net” the website.

I wasn’t until after I got my coffee that I realized that it has been almost a month since I posted on this blog.

I think Sarah was giving me a reminder to not let this blog get dusty. It helps keep her alive in the hearts of those that knew her.

The picture above was taken May 4th, 2011 at a school field trip to the American History Museum that I was fortunate enough to have some daddy-daughter alone time with her.